Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.
(Rom12:12)

Monday, March 30, 2009

same difference

same difference....same GOD, different encounters....

I was just talking to one of my favorite "timothies" (young friend in Christ) and he was asking about a recent change in my life, which has challenged the limits of my faith, he was implying and asking why he did not know and how come I did not open up to him. The only reason I could come up with was so weak, it made my knees almost buckle under me. I answered "it was not my story to tell"...for in reality it is not my life that changed but another person's life that trajected through mine so dramatically...so radically... it literally turned my home upside down. My friend then continued "you know perhaps God caused this to happen because you have always been so near-perfect.." I was stunned. Oh no I did not expect that.! But at least in his eyes. Because I don't declare myself to be perfect, even near-perfect. Truth be told, what I am does not even come close to the definition of perfection. I agreed with my friend and said " I had always believed my life testimony is that of a gentle and quiet one, yes perhaps perfect in a calm and tranquil kind of way, and that I will not have to encounter major upheavals to be an instrument of God's blessing to others. But as they say, never place God in a box. He disagreed with me and proceeded to push me in a direction that will stretch and strain me until I make a choice to propel myself back in His Direction. It is still not my story to narrate so I will not pursue my thoughts further.

On the same note, it is the same God that watched and guided and comforted me all this time but the reactions I had, the emotions I felt, the lessons I experienced, the conclusions I reached - were very different from anybody else's and yet the same Marvellous Glory goes back to Him!

My hubby and I were wanting to write a book when we're in our sixties. This could be a good title.!

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